"Valentine Blues" Self Shot Set (Hollywood, CA)

On a whim, I died my hair blue, one night back in December. These whims happen from time to time.

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​I must have felt some big waves headed my way.

The tsunami arrived right on time.

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Many of you are quite aware of just how hard this month has been for me. In fact, many of you have been there supporting me, and joining "The Depression Discussion" online, as well as sending your love and condolences for The Loss of My Dear Little Honda. 

So what to do, Valentine's Day in LA, little Jin, at home alone and struggling to pull my last limb out of the Hungry Bog of TotalBummerTown, "YouUselessPOS"Ville, USA... with no shoots lined up in the foreseeable future, no mental ability to handle emails or phone calls, no physical ability to leave the house, injured foot, ribs, head, and heart, no car and no photographer in sight. . ... ..???

I posed anyway, motherfucking god dammit. I. Posed. Anyway.

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